Probably not the end of me but I will never be the same again.

Next time you might want to do a little digging before letting her move in, hiring a private investigator would be a good idea. Hell, Google and Facebook can tell you a lot.

 

Well that's not encouraging.
Maybe I'm better off remaining a widower, rather than taking a chance on hooking up with a Black Widow.
Wow what a psycho!
Damn, dude, take care of yourself and recover.

 

As usual you seem to think I am some kind of brain dead idiot..... Probably best I just put you back on ignore

 

That is where I have came to in my thinking. LOL time to hang my UNWELCOME Sign back up on the porch LOL.

 

You do currently have swelling of the brain...

 

her screwing around and trying some crap in IL might be her final downfall - the IBI guys are pretty damn good - the crime facilities are top notch >>> if the right agent gets assigned to the case - he'll big out her past ......

 

I think it might be a good idea to discard any and all previously opened ingestible items at your place. Prayers going up for you.

 

So ,, what exactly is the doc saying at this point about your recovery ?
Are you feeling any better at all ?
I surely do hope so ,, this is the craziest story I've heard of in quite a while ,, I don't mind telling you ,, I'll be at work, or out doing something and I think about you and this crazy story a couple times a day. People are freeking crazy ,, my last long term relationship,, she was kind of a nutcase ,, but not as crazy as what you stumbled up on .
Still praying ya make a full recovery,,,

 

If one ever studies women serial killers in the last 100 years in the US poison is way up the list. So of those old gal's really stacked em up!

 

That's why I gave up on the idea of dating/relationships years ago, shortly after I broke-up with my longtime girlfriend. I went out on a few blind dates arranged by my sisters, and they were disasters. The last guys these gals were involved with were some combination of the biggest SOB in the world, the love of her life, and the world's greatest lover! Then, I had to hear about their kids and all of their problems with school, work, drugs, alcohol, relationships, money, the law, etc.! I just wanted to enjoy an evening out with someone that wasn't fat, didn't have a hairy wart on her chin, and had a voice that didn't curdle milk. Apparently, these women mistook me for a therapist, that or they didn't want to be there...or maybe it was me? (Naw, it couldn't have been me). Not long after that I stated working nights and realized that the only kind of women that I would have a chance with were the kind that you paid. There are a lot of benefits to professionals, less drama and baggage, don't have to remember anything (birthdays, Valentine's Day, color of her eyes, etc.) and you don't have to meet her Mother! Hell, you don't even know her real name! The downside is it's expensive!

 

Nerve pain is less and in the I can adapt to it and it be tolerable without the meds. Actually able to eat this evening without projectile vomiting off the porch LOL. And that damn headache is gone. Right at 72 hours since my last cup of poison coffee.

Doc wants to start weaning off the meds for the brain swelling Monday from four horse pills to 2 and 1 per day the next week and O the next. Going to use the headaches as a indicator for if I need the higher dosage or not. He is really leary of those particular meds as they come with some pretty hefty potential risk and side effects the longer you are on them. He did some calculation with a estimate of how much I might have ingested and for how long and the breakdown rate of the toxin and figures the last molecules of it will be out of my brain and nervous system in 30-35 days. So in theory I should get marginally better with each passing day. Very few significant case studies so he is basing his math and guesses on the Lab Rat Studies from the Rodentcide industry. Of the human cases 70% recover fully 20% have long lasting or potential perm damage, and 10% have had significant long term Neurological Damage. And of Course the ONE Official Fatal Case that the guy was suiciding and ate a lot and decided it was a really bad way to go and went to the ER....... So we are doing a lot of guessing here. There are no cases of long term ingesting exposure and we really can only guess how much is present in me. So the working belief is that in 30-35 days we will know what the perm damage is, when there is no more toxin influencing the nervous system. SO basically DRINK A LOT, Take the Brain Med and BE VERY ALERT for increases in headaches.

Police and CSI took care of that for me LOL. They took every open box, bag, jar and canister for testing. TG the Food Container was locked and she didn't have a key or access to it! There seems to be volumes on the Dark Side of the Web detailing how to use this poison for this purpose including how to extract it from the blocks and granules into a concentrated liquid and powder/salt form. I don't think she went there and don't believe as Lazy as she is that she would have put the effort into extracting and refining it. But not taking any chances.

Scary Stuffs Ain't it! A large part of the reason I wonder how many have got away with murder using this particular poison given the lack of really any test for it. And it for all practical purposes having the same physical signs as a Stroke Death.

LOL I already had pretty significant TRUST ISSUES I have to call them off the scale MAJOR trust issues now

 

Kinda makes you wonder what she thought she was going to accomplish by doing that.
Can definitely understand the reasoning behind the trust issues.

 

Recovery completely 70% sounds encouraging the odds are in your favor and sounds like you are slowly improving Keeping my fingers crossed this crap is out of your system completely in 30 days

 

KK see if the sheriff will run the numbers on the firearms she claims to own...
Wondering how many are actually hers or belonged to former man friends that are no longer with us?
Wishing you a speedy recover and leave these black widows alone!

 

I have been thinking about that a lot. And outside of here and among my closest inner circle of friends don't say much as it is all my own opinion and speculation. Law Enforcement and the Justice System need to come to their own conclusions without me injecting that opinion and speculation into the investigation. The only thing I have said because it is a known FACT and on her medical records is.... "Is that I believe here severe depression and being off of her meds for severe depression and self destructive behavior played a major role in this and several other recent events. It is not a real stretch to believe that destructive behavior was extended to include me as her mental state declined and she became more irrational and unstable the longer she was off her meds." That is about the extent of my words as to the question of "Why would she want to kill you?"

In private and among friends the thinking and speculation goes further. Like revenge and retribution for PoP Biting her leg and dragging her away from Beating Poo. She has threatened to sue me for the bite and at the first mention of that, I put my legal team on it to build a defense for any possible suit she might file in the future. She knows nothing about that but the first thing we will do is move dismiss on the weight of the evidence and failing that go for a Summary Judgment after depositions. Thus far there has been nothing filed. Just demands from her for various amounts of cash ranging from $10,000 to $500,000.

Was pondering this topic with one of my attorneys and he said you know it is a lot easier to sue and estate that can't really fight back than it is the living who can testify and drive a strong defense.

Personally I would have preferred to not invoke or involve the authorities...... and dealt with this myself quietly. But there was no other option at the point than the hospital ER after I saw the evidence in the bottom of the can and realized WHY i had been getting sicker and sicker by the day. Good thing I went to the ER the brain swelling would not have taken much longer to do the coma thing and Sooner or later I would have been found dead out here and written off as a stroke. This would have been the wrong one to tough out But certain things in ERs automatically summon the authorities like Gun Shot Wounds... Poisonings other than accidental........ Dog/Animal Attacks, LOL that bull that stomped the shit out of me last summer sliced me deep between the shoulders with a hoof and I couldn't reach it to clean it or sew it up..... So went to the ER for that one and yep it summoned a deputy and a Animal Control Officer. Same with her Bite and PoP, PoP got away with it because she is up todate on shots, her own words of what happened she provoked PoP into biting her because she was beating Poo and attacking Poo with her 3 dogs, And the bites were limited to her lower leg and from behind with the lacerations going from front to back supporting that PoP was pulling and dragging her away from Poo defensively and not actually attacking her. If Poo had not stopped and restrained PoP it probably would have turned into PoP all out attacking her, at some point the bloodlust would have kicked in and the Pit would overcome the Aussi Shep in PoP. Hell she could have tried assassinating me because Animal Control did not even take PoP for 10 days of observation and I refused to have PoP put down for doing her job of defending and protecting me, her pack and her home. She really REALLY wanted for PoP to be put down And I became a horrible person for keeping 4 dogs that will attack people even if only in defense and that can do that much damage to person in a split second.

Or is just BAT SHIT CRAZY and there is no logic or reason that would make sense to anyone in the sane margins..........

 

We have a VERY good County Sheriff I suspect that is already done and if not will be done soon. LOL Like I now know the camper she left here is not her camper, she was renting it from the RV Park and just kind of hooked on to it and dragged it up here and then allegedly sold it to someone local without a title for $2,000 right before she left....... that has never came to take it. And I have a stolen RV sitting in my parking lot. LOL all the RV park owner has to do is bring a truck and a title that matches the VIN and she can take it back to Texas if it makes the trip with out falling apart. And OH wait she doesn't have a title for it because it was abandoned in the Park like 10+ years ago, so she just rented it out where it sat since. She has another problem in the Camper as it is illegal to sell a RV without a title in IL.

 

I really wonder if she has a string to dead boyfriends who all died of “stroke” in her past. She knew what she was doing.
Glad you are on the mend Kamp!

 

@Kamp Krap Please ensure to check-in at least every other day for a while so we know how you are doing.

BTW has she tried to contact you since she left?

 

She sent me a text like 3 days after she left wanting to know what I did with her guns and why I hid them from her. I simply replied back that since she had just threatened right before leaving..... to come back and "Shoot You, Your Dogs and Myself." That when she was taking a box to her truck I removed her guns from the table and put them in a drawer and you drove off totally forgetting about them. And that I did not think it wise to let someone suffering from severe mental illness to be in possession of firearms if I could prevent it. So I turned them over to the Sheriff to hold and return to you at his discretion. I blocked her number right after that.